MIA

By Nadine Thomas-Brown


Three year old crying in my lap
With my face on your face
My race on your race
I want to slap the shit out of you.

Girl child bawling out for mom
Is this what my life’s become
Shitty child, bitchy child
Who ya ma is?

Hair all over ya head
Won’t frigging go to bed
Pissy drawers, runny nose
OMG why the hell me

Titty sucking heffer
Pa watching tv heffer
If you weren’t so small
I’d cut your tiny hip. Heffer!!

little voice says mom I wuv you,
May I have some wata pwease
I had a nightbear and u saved me!!!


Reason starts to come back
Lift her caress her back
Wet Eyes look up face of trust
I’m a crummy mother.

At last she is So still now
Curled up she is at peace now
Angel child, love child now
What would I do without her?